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4,380 Days and Nights Reflected [04 Jul 2009|09:22pm]
 




It's Independence Day and twelve years have passed.
Twelve Years. Under 5,000 nights but still, an achingly long time in some ways.

 
It is at least a long time when I consider what has transpired for me personally in those days and nights as they passed. Now you say, Lestat don't be silly - you have had hundreds of nights go by, hundreds of highs and lows and my oh my how you've survived and possibly even kicked life in the face a few times along the way.

And maybe you'd be right on some level. However, there is much more that remains unseen. Much more I could tell you.

Read more if you choose to hear )
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Because I'm so hip I can't stand myself at times [22 Jun 2009|08:50pm]
Indulgentred (That being the 'user id')

Is on Twitter.

Don't know what Twitter is yet? Shame on you. It's the in thing, so they say.

Sign up at www.twitter.com

Also, you'll be wanting to sign up at http://en.gravatar.com/ and http://intensedebate.com 

Why? IR is getting too big for what breeches Livejournal can provide. You know, we get a slight rash from Lj's TOS, so as things get a bit darker and more explicit, it's much easier to have them on our own server. No ads or having to have 'paid' accounts either! Also you know, we're thinking of a new domain explicitly **FOR** IR and other writing that we might wish to put there individually or collectively.We're not sure of the domain name yet, because of the fact that it won't be exclusively like the IndulgentRed of Livejournal. What I can tell you is that I spent many hours archiving all IR post from 2007 to present, which was a feat. I'm not sure yet if I'm going to put them on the server in .doc format as I saved them, or if I want to be heroic and post them all into the new wordpress blog that's there now - which I'm currently tweaking so no, you can't see it just yet!!!

Anyway, wordpress has a feature called "Intense Debate" Which is said to liven up the "comment" feature as we have here on Lj, and the gravatars - well..... they're "Global Avatars" - which means that any social networking site that uses "gravatars" will feature whatever picture you select and post/pick etc at gravatars.com - Nifty eh?

If we come up with a domain name for IR, we'll update the process via Livejournal - Do you have suggestions for a name?? Also when the new blog for IR is done, we'll post a link. I don't believe we're going to delete IR as it stands now. We can just post a link there for anyone who stumbles upon it and would like to read more. Until then things will not change and you can continue to post and read as always.
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Site Issues 6/15/09 [15 Jun 2009|01:41pm]
Yes - I'm already aware.

We may be in the process of re-negotiating our hosting company, so this is an associated difficulty. Your patience is appreciated. Should you need to contact me in the meantime, I will be checking lestatdelct@yahoo.com so please direct your mail to this address rather than any at lestatdelioncourt.com as that is also disabled during this time.

Thanks.
~L
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Things Said In Passing [24 May 2009|05:04pm]
There is no burnt rice to a hungry person. 
~Philippine Proverb~
 
I've been thinking a lot lately about perception and perspective. Are these the same thing? Let's look at the definitions:
 
Perspective: the state of one's ideas, the facts known to one, etc., in having a meaningful interrelationship: You have to live here a few years to see local conditions in perspective.  also: a mental view or prospect: the dismal perspective of terminally ill patients
 
Perception: Psychology. a single unified awareness derived from sensory processes while a stimulus is present. Also: the act or faculty of apprehending by means of the senses or of the mind; cognition; understanding.
 
So we are to understand that while they are similar, they are not totally the same.  Perception...  Do you think our perceptions and perspectives can be colored by external circumstance? Love you know, it changes everything - as it should. Think of how when a person is "in love" it could be said they're seeing the world through rose colored glasses while alternately, if someone has just broken off a relationship, they may see the world through shall we say, blue colored lenses. Immortal perceptions are of course, far different from anything we ever knew in our mortal years. Sound is more intense, colors and the barrage of information in today's media can seem overwhelming, and the sense of touch... ah, to feel fingers upon my skin I will avow it almost a religious experience.
 
Why am I going on about all of this? I don't know really. It's been some time since I delved into the philosophical and/or metaphysical discussions that used to fill the pages of my last online journal. What I wonder most of the time is this: What is *your* perspective of what you read here? I ask this not in a facetious or egotistical manner, but I often think that just because my name tag says Lestat de Lioncourt, people are more willing to applaud whatever this keyboard taps out as gospel and you know, hip hip hooray, Lestat has spoken. Do you understand that I don't mean this with an ounce of ego? What I'm saying is - why should it matter if *I* say it or if (what was that name?) Milton Fiddlemeyer says the same words?
 
Sycophant Syndrome? If this isn't already listed in the DSM, it should be. Don't get me wrong - I love it when you all gather around and listen to what I have to say, because frankly and now, with some ego I'll state that quite often I do have very good things to say and thusly for you to read. I am hoping I can get back into the groove of writing as I did  before, because I miss that philosophical side of my personality, the guru in me if you will. What I want to know I suppose, is if anyone gets anything out of such writing due to the content, or more for the author.

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[17 May 2009|02:38am]
 


"Soul Meets Soul on Lovers Lips"
Percy Bysshe Shelley ~ Poet

For my love, for to say I love him is not true enough
We are now soul to soul
And evermore

Louis et Lestat
16 May 2009
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Forum Problems?? [15 Apr 2009|02:39pm]
Please post any forum related issues here and I will address them later this evening as permitted. Sorry, I've been rather out of commission the last few evenings due to circumstances beyond my control.

EDIT:

Some of the login problems were due to accounts that had been registered when the "do not register yet" message was up and those accounts were deleted. If you can't login and are sure you registered, let me know and I will "reactivate" your account.

HV - I think the reason you were having that problem is due to a setting where IPs are checked against known spammer ISP #'s - I have disabled this, so let me know if it's working.
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[10 Apr 2009|03:02am]
Forum is now open for re-registration.

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Livejournal Assistance Please [06 Apr 2009|08:27pm]
Does anyone know if you can go into your Lj custom style and somehow specify that instead of the actual Livejournal loading, a "portal" of sorts or you could say an "index.html" page loads where you could have such things as information about the livejournal etc?

Assistance most helpful and appreciated in advance -
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Updates Again [08 Mar 2009|07:38pm]
You all can go ahead and start using the forum.

Please post to all areas according to your interests.

I may or may not be participating tonight. I'm quite tired, and frankly vegitating in my bed with Louis beside me and the television to mildly entertain me sounds like a great option.


Have fun.
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The Forum and My New Best Friend (aside from Louis) [08 Mar 2009|01:19am]
My indecisiveness when coupled with my streak for perfectionism could delay the redesign of the actual web "pages" themselves. Fortunately but for a few tweaks, the forum itself is ready I suppose. Therefore, I figured it would be practical to let you all sign up and take advantage of it and not have to wait for the Grand Unveiling. It would be better to have an active forum to then invite new people, and I'll tell you my plan for that in the near future.

For now... I'm going to post the forum address and tell you to go there and SIGN UP but do NOT begin posts until I leave instruction later this evening (that being Sunday) - the reason for this is because if you do and I wind up having to restructure the forum, the posts could get all out of whack.

What I want you to do is take a look around and see if you get ideas for anything additional that might be useful, entertaining and not run of the mill. I do detest being average of course.

www.lestatdelioncourt.com/forum

Another thing I just wanted to share - because honestly I'm as giddy about it as if I were a sixteen year old boy and I might well piss my pants if I were cursed with the ability to do so - is my new best friend that I positively enjoy rubbing down almost as much as I love caressing Louis' backside. I haven't named it because to do so would be beyond even my facetiousness. So, presenting to you straight from the showroom floor and my driveway, yes, bow down before it's sexiness and say, well, you know I'll forgive you if you don't actually say anything. Moaning will suffice.


BMW M6 Cabriolet 2009
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[06 Mar 2009|02:12am]
 

 
Now of course you know that now more than ever, I am utterly lost in love with Louis
However, some of these lines were hilarious. I thought I'd share

**LOL w/ me**
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 



 
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Updates: Site Design/Forum/Tagboard [05 Mar 2009|01:35am]
EDIT: Evidently I have to preface my entry tonight by stating that the forum is NOT yet open, so there really is no need to register for it at this time, nor should anyone who hasn't already been given a preview of the forum necessarily know its whereabouts.... I mean... A little patience please?


The site design currently is in progress. I don't think I'm going to be able to go with red/white/gold as planned, at least for now - but design wise it's in progress. I'm not sure I'm happy at all with the overall look, for while I wanted "better" I'm not sure I necessarily like the "brighter" look. You know? We vampires are supposed to be dark and mysterious, brooding even. Maybe an old skool design with dripping blood page dividers would be more appropriate? -shrugging- I'm not sure. That's rather the statement of the evening it would seem. Other factors are time constraints - you'd think I could hire a full web dev staff to do all this for me eh? Well get this - I like to do it all myself. I overtax myself with details. Imagine that.

There will be a forum and categories thus far would be:

Introductions (needs no explanation?)
Literary Corner (quotes, book discussion, poetry, word of the day etc)
Something Spiritual (everything from theology to reincarnation)
Media For The Masses (to be announced- music, movies, youtube, etc)
Coasting Metaphysical (matters such as one finds on coasttocoastam.com for discussion)
Numerology (like, numbers and stuff)

Chat

I'm looking into a new chat box kind of thing, like the tag. What I'm hoping is that I can lay it out in a way that I can just put it into the forum and not have it on the main, front page of the site. Not only would this be good because people would have to register for the forum in order to use the chat, but also well, it brings more traffic to the forum in general, right? I'm not sure what's been the issue with the tag board for weeks now where - at least for me - it just spins and spins and never loads at all, but at any rate, who cares really if we're remodeling?

Cher Louis is here by my side through all the times I pound on the desk when something isn't going right, and for all my snarky, off-color comments to the screen. This of course can potentially get me in trouble because a few nights ago for instance I called my computer a dirty motherfucker, and Louis just happened to walk by at that time. He gave me an almost motherly "I beg your pardon?" look, but of course when I gestured to the screen, he just shook his head and walked away. He swears that if I could power up on Starbucks coffee, I'd sit here for days and nights on end until I either got it right or reached the point where I collected all the wires and cables and stomped off with them to the river where they'd meet their doom. Don't laugh, I've done something very similar not so long ago!

Anyhow, comments? Suggestions? Fire away.
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Testing, 1.2.3. [25 Feb 2009|03:17am]
Ok. Problem...

The images I'd like to use as backgrounds are designed to appear perfectly on an 800x600 monitor. Like many people I do not have a monitor that by default displays this size.

Would someone out there in reader-land know how to say, stretch the background images in Photoshop etc. to make it suitable for more modern web browsers?

The current example can be seen here:

http://www.lestatdelioncourt.com/new/testbg.html

As you can see, 'taint working. If you change to 800x600, it fits just fine.

Let me know if you can be of assistance with graphics.

Merci.
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Uncle Lestat Wants To Chat [22 Feb 2009|09:18pm]
Hello my darlings,

It has been quite a long while since I've pulled up a chair here with you and had a talk that wasn't at some point filled with maudlin self-absorbtion. I have to wonder for the most part if that isn't why so many of you have grown quiet and gone onto other venues where similar voices ring stronger, if not necessarily better. Ah, but not all of you, right?

Isn't it funny over the years how some of us are still here, despite all the changes and strife we've wallowed through individually and together? It really amazes me sometimes how long these little endeavors of mine have survived online and I'm equally amazed and sometimes equally disheartened, by how others for better or worse have held on along the way.

I'm trying to put together a new site design. My inspiration lately has been in high gear, thanks to Louis and other factors I never could have anticipated a year ago and I am more blessed than I deserve perhaps. I have ideas in mind for new content and layout of course - all that is not so hard. I'm thinking in terms of red-white-gold so far as colors, and adding of course more writing, metaphysical content, and much more that has been rolling around in this old mind.

What I would like to know, my friends, those of you who remember back when and those of you who are new - all of you from the far corners of the world - what would YOU like to see or not see?  Would you like a forum? Why? What sort? Would you like to be able to submit art? Why? I mean to ask... what would make this different than most places as such? I want to project intelligence, not half-witted teen fangirl fantasies or a dumping ground where amateur drivel gets posted and everyone oohs and ahhs over it while truly thinking it's garbage. That might sound harsh. First of all, I don't care. This is because  I've seen it and what's more, I've done it. Period. My point as well is this: If you're going to settle for mediocrity, why bother to do it at all?

I want something different.

I want discussion about the Soul, God,  Lucifer, Heaven, Hell, parallel worlds, ancient history, tantric love, denial of the senses for purification and advancement of the mind... do you see? This life... this... endless paradox called eternity  has suffered both due to my own absence online and the lack of genuine conversation such as took place not so very long ago along the continuum. I wonder are there any who still remember?  Do I believe such genuine and worthwhile substance could be resurrected? I suppose I must to an extent, for here I am, seated among you to ask you the same and before you answer, I want you to really think about why you ever bothered to come here or to go to any such site in the first place. What do you enjoy? What do you miss? What do you savor...

Mm, life is about savoring in the end, isn't it? Even in the mundane and everyday things, you must find beauty and purpose to savor, and it is with this in mind I want to at once simplify the site and yet make it have more than ever before.

Speak to me, in turn. I'm listening.
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-blink blink blink- [08 Feb 2009|08:42pm]


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To our many online friends [31 Jan 2009|02:33am]
Just a short note to say that as it happened where a flurry of writing took place and was posted in Indulgentred, so now it has slowed only out of necessity due to other factors. Louis and I are planning a vacation of sorts and until that happens we each unfortunately have other matters to wrap up. David... David is grieving the loss of a loved one. That's all I'll say. It's personal. And the rest you know, about Armand's appearance on the scene and Lucas as well.

I should think that in another few nights there will be an update where that is concerned and as time allows, more shall be added. Consider it a living novel, won't you? Isn't it better after all, than the dusty tomes that line the library shelves?

Grow hungry for us once more. When the time comes again to feed, drink deeply and dream.
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Thoughts [27 Jan 2009|09:04pm]

At times I wonder if there is any possibility that another immortal or anyone at all could fathom the love I feel for him. In all these years he has been my serenity and solidness - even in the times when on the surface we seemed barely able to tolerate one another. Still, in the moments I can recall as when I lay in limbo on the cold marble floor of the church. It was His image that graced my mind and moved as a shifting, ethereal splendor that I cannot translate into words. "Come back to me," He would say, and I would feel yes, yes! I wanted to return but I fought from an unsubstantiated void and he could not hear my tired mental voice. How I wanted his arms around me, but there I lay in the folds of vacancy where no one could touch me.
 
In all this time, then and now there are no bounds to my love. I always love him within and without, for better and for worse as matramonial speeches profess. Yet there are times when I stumble and fall deliciously -in- love with him once more. In these times I feel something odd, something that is in some ways so much simpler for the focus and intensity of the love. It is He, and little else that matters and to devote myself to him accordingly. Still, I falter. I fail. I regress. And what is it but his hand, extended in timeless patience, that rights me once more.
 
I wonder as well, if he can hear my whispered prayers in the night to whatever Gods or Devils that permit us to walk here still on the face of the Earth and find one another so splendidly over and over again in time. I ask, "Please, never take him from my side." God says my prayers are selfish, but He knows me - so he forgives me, right? I ask, "Place us upon the Path together." And the other Gods look at one another and say, hey, he's trying. The stars spin in the night sky, the hours and months and years fly by one into another, and the world goes 'round and 'round. Regardless of Who is Listening, I humble myself on bended knee and hope that for all of my sins he is never taken from my world. I would gladly die so many painful deaths than to ever feel the death in my heart should his words and breath fall silent.
 
My love. My one Truth.
 
My Louis.
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What the deuce? [12 Jan 2009|07:34pm]
How the hell do I get my custom Lj layout back?

You know I swear Lj can suck me. Seriously.

Edit: Ok. Good thing I figured it out. Lj isn't good enough to suck me anyway.
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I Haz No Commentz :( [30 Dec 2008|12:09am]


Yes, to get it out of the way, I like the lolcatz and the lolobama community on livejournal. and occasionally let myself "speak" in that way when I'm being cutesy. So tell me how cutesy I am, right? I figure many of you here probably know what that is and will "get" this message in that context. This is of course not my normal nor preferred manner of conversing, so let's not make it a habit.

Now a question:  Why are y'all reading in IndulgentRed and not commenting? 

http://community.livejournal.com/indulgentred/


Louis and I  haz no luv?


Plz luv us!?
 
K thx bai!!!!!

PS: A note to anyone who says "But I thought he hated txt speak like that! - well, as I've said, I do this only when I'm being facetious, if then. Also there's something contagious about it like another language altogether where I have to study it to know what someone is saying or intending to say, so it's the word guy in me maybe, who knows. Also like I said, let's not make it a habit.
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In regard to the last IR entry: [28 Dec 2008|01:47am]


For those of you who are speculating, let me clarify.

I wonder if I should have waited to post this and let you all see that DAVID first of all is the one who brought the matter into question. Ahem. Just sayin'. Aside from that, you'll see that I made no mention of actually DOING the deed. Honestly, I didn't - read it over again! Just because I smirk??

At any rate, rest assured it is not an option any longer. Perhaps in those nights when we each called forth the blood for magic and mayhem - but no longer. So what happens? Ah well dear reader, you will just have to stay tuned. After all, if I told you everything, there would be so little mystery - and what fun would that be?

For those of you who are wondering as they say WTF I am referring to, I would extend an invitation to join and follow along.

You --must-- have a *current and at least six months worth of posting activity Livejournal* so I can see who I'm adding.
I'm elitist like that.

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